layers of sad

ok, so I'm sad lady these days. sorry to bum you all out. I'm leaning into the sadness, really feeling it, and not numbing out or distracting myself.

My cousin-friend Paul is moving away at the end of July. My friend Chad is moving away in 2 weeks. I am getting divorced. so layers and layers of sad.

M's parents and our nephews arrive today. I know there will be awkwardness and sadness, but I'm looking forward to seeing those boys. They are 10 and 7, and I hope I get to play legos with them, but I probably won't get to.

So I am princess cries a lot and my picture is my dead cat and my song is a sad one. I'll come back out of the hole soon, I promise.

At least I finally finished the book that I had been reading that was all doom and gloom. Next I start the re-read of all the Harry Potter books in preparation for the new one coming out.

If you want cheering up, go read Aunt Purl. I love her photos of zukes.