yay for staying up WAY too late with with my best girl Dol and talking and talking and talking and listening to music and talking.
"What's your biggest dream?" she asked me. Why don't I have an answer?
I want to love and be loved, I want to play, I want to use my brain for good (not evil), I want to not live a half-assed life. I want to fully engage in all that I do. I haven't been doing that lately. I want to go on retreat, I want to travel, I want to experience the richness of the world and also appreciate the mundane. I want to dance and dance and dance. Have I ever let myself really dream big, crazy, wild, fantasy dreams? My practical brain makes it hard...I have plans, lists, logic...these are my comfort zones. To really dream is to let go of the logic and let in the crazy wisdom.
Dolly's partner leaves town tomorrow, and it seems the crazy slumber party has begun a day early. I'm looking forward to some time with the two of us. I'm looking forward to time with Dolly and John tomorrow and Saturday! Yay! I know I need to go to sleep but I'm wired...not on any substances (unless you count water, second-hand smoke, and dog farts). hm. ok, must go sleeeeeep.
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